The Guy on the Left...

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The Guy on the Left...

The guy on the left has been gone for 10 years.
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I don’t miss him.
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He was lazy, sloppy, needy, soft, a complainer all around weak at the most crucial things in life.
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The cold part, he never thought he was and to be honest it never crossed his mind.
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I hate what he was…it hurts my soul to it’s core to think about what I lost over the last 10 years because of him.
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I’m nothing like him and it’s taken a lot of work.
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I don’t like excuses, laziness, complainers, weakness etc.
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I don’t bite my tongue, I say what I mean and always mean what I say
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And I don’t shy away from much, in fact I raise my hand more often than not if there’s an issue.
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There are a lot of people who don’t like this version of me or are not convinced I’m a different person after the work I’ve put in physically, mentally and spiritually.
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That is ok. Those same people can’t tell you the last time they hung with me on my journey for a reason.
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When you are working towards bettering yourself for you…some people cannot come with you on your journey.
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For some, that time is over.
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And you, well…you need to be ok with that and understand…it will get lonely at times.
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But stay focused, there is always light at the end of the road and you will arrive at the exact destination God intended for you to end up.
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I don’t apologize to the people who feel like they don’t know me anymore.
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My kids know me…and that’s what’s important.
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Have a blessed day…