Here's to transparency... #75hard

Here’s to transparency…🍻

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What I feared would happened, “happened”.

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I got comfortable. 2021 I got my new place and finally got some peace in my life. (My fear: I’d lose my hunger)

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I did. I thought I could now put it in cruise control and go hard (here and there) but take it easy.

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The photo on the left is what “take it easy” looks like. (I am struggling showing this photo man it upsets me)

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I can run the excuses: I had a concussion, I got C19, I lost someone and got depressed, I this, I that.

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Bullsh#t - I LET MYSELF DOWN. (Truth)

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I use to love having excuses because it always gave me an out. And trust me, I know the old me…those were all legit OUTS I could’ve used.

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I don’t play those games anymore.

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Am I proud of the transformation, YES. You can see I went hard and it shows.

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But it also shows how bad it was and I didn’t even realize it. 

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If you swipe left (look at the dates) that was the first time doing #75hard and I killed it. 

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I included those photos to show where I needed to keep it and I didn’t. I showed it to prove that when you get comfortable and think the work is done, it most definitely is NOT done.

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I had to reel myself back in. Am I proud of the progress I made to do that, YES. That don’t mean I’m not disappointed however.

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Is it possible to complete 75 HARD successfully, make a dramatic change and be proud and pissed off at the same time, I think so.

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I’m gonna take this as a learning point. Gather myself for a few days…then jump into Phase 2 #LiveHard

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I deserve the torture of another 30 days…so here we go. 

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If your journey has been tough, embarrass yourself like this…it works to hold you accountable. It’s hard, but it’s par for the course to get your lazy ass in gear.